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No Weapon Formed Against Me Shall Prosper
I had a break down last night. I literally felt like I was losing my mind. I have "episodes" where I get so lost in my thoughts and so feel isolated in my own darkness. I was scaring myself because I couldn't control my mind or body, I couldn't stop panicking, I couldn't catch my [...]
Its Been A While
Things have been so crazy in my life. I had a pregnancy scare, I'm losing my best friend and my mental state has been going through an emotional rollercoaster. This summer has been putting me through the works! I wanted to blog so bad but I didn't know the right words to say. But but [...]
I’m Stuck in a Revolving Door and I’m Not Sure That I Want Out.
Have you ever done something that you know you're going to later regret? Or go looking for things you know is going to hurt you as soon as you find it? I set myself up for failure all of the time, especially when it comes to men. It's like a drug I can't stop taking, [...]
Is It Really Wrong?
Promiscuity, is it really such a bad thing? Is it wrong for a woman to have sex with multiple men? Does it make a woman a hoe for exploring her sexual side? Can women still be respected as a such, even though she lets men enter her without being in a relationship with them? [...]
My First Time: 10 things you may want to know.
This is a short interview styled post about how I lost my virginity. By sharing this, I hope that I can provide guidance to anyone that may feel stuck between a rock and a hard place. I want you as the reader to learn from my mistakes and to hopefully make better decisions than I [...]
Invisible Lifestyle
Sometimes I feel out of place. I have no where to belong to. I socialize and I go places with different "friends" but at the end of the day I still feel lonely. I feel like I'm just a tag along and no one really wants me there. I know that I have a tendacy [...]
I Hate Him
I hate the you have caused so much pain I hate that you left I hate that you have neglected and mistreated everyone I hate the way you are I hate everything about you, from your looks to your personality I hate you I hate that you came back I hate that you never apologized [...]
More Depressing Shit
You ever feel like you're being ignored? I feel like that everyday. Friends, family, strangers. I could literally be standing there and no one would notice me. I guess that could be percieved as a good thing but honestly it just sucks. I try to drop hints about how I feel to my family and [...]
Friends with Benefits
I have a friend, Charles, we've known each other for years now and he's always had a crush on me. Okay I'll admit that once upon a time I had a little crush on him too but that only lasted about a few weeks in high school. Now that we're adults it is clear that [...]
Behind closed doors
Depression is a bitch to deal with. I had such a great day yesterday with my friends and today I didn't even leave my bed. I hardly ate anything and the one meal I did have, I forced myself to finish. It's now 11:14pm and I'm still here in bed but now with a pounding [...]
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