No Weapon Formed Against Me Shall Prosper

I had a break down last night. I literally felt like I was losing my mind. I have "episodes" where I get so lost in my thoughts and so feel isolated in my own darkness. I was scaring myself because I couldn't control my mind or body, I couldn't stop panicking, I couldn't catch my [...]

Its Been A While

Things have been so crazy in my life. I had a pregnancy scare, I'm losing my best friend and my mental state has been going through an emotional rollercoaster. This summer has been putting me through the works! I wanted to blog so bad but I didn't know the right words to say. But but [...]

I’m Stuck in a Revolving Door and I’m Not Sure That I Want Out.

Have you ever done something that you know you're going to later regret? Or go looking for things you know is going to hurt you as soon as you find it?  I set myself up for failure all of the time, especially when it comes to men. It's like a drug I can't stop taking, [...]

Invisible Lifestyle 

Sometimes I feel out of place. I have no where to belong to. I socialize and I go places with different "friends" but at the end of the day I still feel lonely. I feel like I'm just a tag along and no one really wants me there. I know that I have a tendacy [...]

Behind closed doors

Depression is a bitch to deal with. I had such a great day yesterday with my friends and today I didn't even leave my bed. I hardly ate anything and the one meal I did have,  I forced myself to finish. It's now 11:14pm and I'm still here in bed but now with a pounding [...]